To be or not to bE... :D

Assuming I'll be a 'star' before I'm 21...

1. I'll be very, very surprised at myself. :D

2. My friends will think I've become arrogant even if I behave in the exact same way as I do now. :(

3. My real friends will be very happy, and will ask for all sorts of privileges shamelessly. :)

4. Everyone will suddenly claim to be my real friend, and I'll have to learn to not hurt them, and still be honest. :|

5. Some teachers will say they always knew I had it in me. :)

6. Some of them (SDG, SC, PG also, perhaps) will be VERY, VERY surprised at me. :D

7. I'll be invited to a lot more parties. :)

8. My family will be surprised, apprehensive and happy. :)

9. I'll get to know lots of new people - that'll be interesting! :)

10. The muri-wala guys will tell everyone that I used to buy muri from them, and when I go again they'll be very happy to see me. :)

11. I'll be busier, and people will stop expecting me to call them on every occassion or just-because, sometimes, and I'll do that still, and they'll like me for it. Touching elders' feet, which is the normal done thing, will then become something worth appreciating. :)

12. I'll get paid to travel, to wear good clothes and accessories, and to be famous. :)

13. Hopefully my parents won't get as excited as they do now when they see me on TV or in the newspaper. :P

14. It wont help me in making my single status believable. :D

15. There may be rumours. I won't care. No controversy please. :)

16. I can't go to any random place anytime I want, which is sad. :|

17. I'll be felicitated at the Alumni Meet of MHS. :)

18. My autographs wont remain scribbles on rough sheets of paper. :P

19. Jon and KK Bhai will remind me of their predictions. :D

20. I'll be pretty happy. (Not that I'm not as happy now.) :)

21. I think I'll delete this blog. :P

Some things will never change:

1. Dad will be worried about me. :)

2. Mom will not think of me as anything extra-ordinary. :)

3. Bhaiya will subject me to the extremes of his temperament. :)

4. Didi will crack jokes at midnight, when I want it calm, and expect me to enjoy them. :)

5. Uncleji will talk to me about everything endlessly. :)

6. Auntyji will cook for me and bake my birthday cakes. :)

7. Shripriya will fight with me, and argue with me, and never appreciate me. :)

8. Chandni will be neutral towards everything. :)

9. I'll be a good, sweet, simple, ordinary girl. :)

10. Some people will love me just as they love me now. :)

Factors that make it likely for me to be a star:

1. Dad says I'm the prettiest girl in the world.  :)

2. Anushka says I'm glamourous-humanitarian-where-I-go-publicity-follows-Angelina-Jolie types. :)

3. TC says a lot of things. :)

4. Jon says that I'm the biggest Bollywood star of the future. :)

5. KK Bhai says that he feels that I'll be a star before I'm 21. :)

Factors that make it unlikely for me to be a star:

1. I haven't done much yet. I'd like to say I'm into theatre, but then, I haven't done too much of that, and there are girls my age who're doing so, so much. A few are already stars.

2. I don't live in Mumbai (yet). And Farhan Akhtar, Karan Johar, Ashutosh Gowarikar, Sanjay Leela Bhansali, et cetera, don't even know I exist.

3. I'm not all that good looking, and I'm not trained in anything.

4. I don't have that 'star' vibe. I know of girls my age who do.

5. I'm not extra-ordinary. I'm not even extra-ordinarily ordinary. I'm just so... regular.

Assuming I'll not be a 'star' before I'm 21...

1. I'll dissappoint KK Bhai. :(

2. Things will go as planned. :)

3. I'll be happy only. :P

Uff... after all this, I don't know if it matters. In fact, right now, it does not. I'm more concerned about my Psychology project, and the Literature test and the Home Science practicals, and Lotus Buds, and the annual exams. I'm waiting for my birthday, and making cards for others' birthdays. Right now, I'm going to the Alumni Meet of my school (yay!) and I need to iron my dress.