My Favourite Girl...

I miss her...

It's like I live in times from long ago,

In times when she was with me,

In times when I smiled my truest smiles,

For I hadn't a clue what was to be...

It's all a lie now.

The only truth that ever was,

Was in her eyes, in her smiles so pure.

I can't forget her just because... she's no more.

I can't forget her eyes...

The way they twinkled,

The way she'd look at me,

And leave me dazzled...

I can't forget her smile...

Her angel face lit up when she smiled.

Her laughter made me want to smile...

I can't forget that innocence of a child...

A million little things about her...

I can't forget the things she did or said.

She always talked a lot, asked too many questions, yet,

I know, I regret - a lot has remained unsaid...

I can't forget her ceaseless chatter,

Of things that most would ignore.

Now everything seems to matter,

Her smallest details and more.

The way she'd be a soft sweet presence,

Beautiful in her honest simplicity.

The way she shouted out my name,

Or whispered sweet nothings to me.

I'd give anything to hear her

Call out my name one more time.

I want to behold my treasure again -

My love, my life - stolen before time.

I want to hold her close again,

I need to feel her breath, 

I want to kiss lips her so that

She wakes up from death.

And I know nothing of it is possible.

I know she's gone forever.

Leaving me nothing to live for.

...My reason was always her.

The sun shouldn't rise tomorrow morning -

Nature should change it's course.

But it hardly seems to notice she's gone,

Even when I've cried myself hoarse.

What can I have to do any more,

With the day, the night, the clouds, or the moon.

It was always she, who'd show me the wonder in them,

And the wonder's lost too soon.

Now I know, why I loved the rain,

That it was never the rain's wonder.

I know I will never love the rain again.

All along, it was just the magic of her.

I have searched - within, without,

And I can't find a single reason to smile.

I might smile for the time she was with me.

But it makes me cry, that He cheated...

Promised me a life, and gave me the little while.

Everything reminds me of her.

The ad she loved, the song she hummed,

And everything about her comes back to me...

...That smile to which all my troubles succumbed...

Her soft laughter, her girlish giggle,

Those eyes that made me forget the world...

Her voice, that bettered every silence it broke...

Everything about her. She'll always be my favourite girl.

I loved her the best way I know how to love,

And I can never give that love to any other.

For she's the only girl I have ever loved,

And no one else can be her.

Until the time I'd found her, life had no meaning, 

And has none after she is gone.

There's an unnamed, useless half remaining,

For she and I were one...

Baby, if you can here me,

I want to tell you this...

I love you, Baby. I miss you.

Come back to me, please...